Monday, April 19, 2010

Struggling to Think of a Title

I haven't "blogged" in a very long time so I just wanted to write something. Even as I'm writing now I have no idea what I want or am going to say. Stream of consciousness I guess.(I think thats what it's called anyway). I haven't used my brain in some time now. Work has taken over my life for the time being and it's mostly a brainless job. Working so much lately has made me realize how important it is to find a job/career that you enjoy, that you care about, that is of great importance to you. The amount of time we spend at our jobs takes up a great portion of our lives. If we are spending all this time doing something we don't have a heart for or isn't challenging, I feel it is a waste of time. Granted, sometimes the "ideal" job may be out of reach for the time being and a paycheck is necessary, unfortunately. But I am beginning to realize that there are things in this life that I feel I want to do or need to do and these things aren't just going to happen. I have to actually GO do something about it. I tend to be on the lazy end of the spectrum about most things. I work hard once I get started, but it's the getting started part that seems to be a real nuisance. Now to figure out what that "ideal" job is...prayer requested. What do I care enough about to spend the rest of my life doing? I think I will figure it out, just have to get started, I guess.

On a lighter note...the weather has been amazing lately. Anyone wanna go camping?